had hpt on the 2nd, it was negative. AF should be coming on the 10th and i am feeling it should. trying not to have hopes but still.
not enjoying the jazz dance now , coz' i just try not to put in so much energy or get myself exhausted, in case i have conceived. try not to think all about this pregnancy things but everything i do.. i will think, 'maybe i shouldn't.. what if i have conceived.. '..sigh...
been checking a lot for pregnancy symptoms,, but.. can't make myself feel better.. the waiting is just so..
AF, AF pls don't come!