I would like to know how other working mom feels. I have a 2.5 yr old and 2 month old and work full time. I am constantly feeling guilty that my children are missing out because I am a working mom. Would also like to know how other working moms juggle between career, children and time for themselves.
Working mom and guilt
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Momo - it is tough and you have my sympathy as I'm in the same boat. I make sure that I am home in the evenings to give my daughter her bath and put her to bed and if I'm busy at work I go back into work after I've done this and finish up. My husband and I also meet our helper at playgroup one day a week so that we can take her and spend some quality time with her during the day - she seems to really enjoy it.
In terms of time for myself I go to the gym after she has gone to bed and have dinner out twice a week. We meet up with friends at the weekend but our social life it pretty limited at the moment due to lack of sleep! At the weekend our helper doesn't see our daughter at all - my husband and I spend all our time with her.
I still feel guilty but I knew it was going to be difficult when we decided to have a child as I knew I had to go back to work - so I live with it and do everything I can to make sure that the time spent with her is quality time.
Not much help but you aren't alone - guess making sure that time spent with your children is quality time is the best that any of us working mother's can do.
In terms of time for myself I go to the gym after she has gone to bed and have dinner out twice a week. We meet up with friends at the weekend but our social life it pretty limited at the moment due to lack of sleep! At the weekend our helper doesn't see our daughter at all - my husband and I spend all our time with her.
I still feel guilty but I knew it was going to be difficult when we decided to have a child as I knew I had to go back to work - so I live with it and do everything I can to make sure that the time spent with her is quality time.
Not much help but you aren't alone - guess making sure that time spent with your children is quality time is the best that any of us working mother's can do.
I don't experience guilt so much as missing my 15 month old daughter terribly. By working, I'm earning and saving money to provide for her future needs, educational and otherwise. This is how I think of it. In any case, I believe that children are happiest when their mothers are happy and feel fulfilled in their career.
My husband and I do try to spend quality time with our toddler who is becoming more vocal when she wants attention. Sitting down to read a book together and making sure we give her 100% attention. Weekends are precious! Actually, I'm still breastfeeding and I've found that really great for maintaining our connection.
Don't worry too much. I am sure as a Working Mom you're modelling other important qualities and values to your children as well.
My husband and I do try to spend quality time with our toddler who is becoming more vocal when she wants attention. Sitting down to read a book together and making sure we give her 100% attention. Weekends are precious! Actually, I'm still breastfeeding and I've found that really great for maintaining our connection.
Don't worry too much. I am sure as a Working Mom you're modelling other important qualities and values to your children as well.
armstroe
Registered User
I "retired" last year after I had my second child, and my eldest was 5 and a half. It was easy working with one, in fact, I really found it much easier working fulltime in an office rather then looking after a baby fulltime. Being a mother is THE toughest job in the world (naturally the most rewarding though!)
While I didn't feel guilty about working fulltime and leaving my daughter in our helper's care, as she got older I started to get more annoyed about things like missing Halloween because of work travel or last minute functions, not being able to take her to birthday parties, or hearing the little stories straight after school.
Those of us with good domestic support are really blessed. I never had the career opportunities in Oz that I've enjoyed in HK, and I never had my commitment to my career questioned the way it was when I announced I was having a child while still working in Oz.
When working, I always considered that time "my time" because I was working at something I loved, and was able to have a cup of tea whenever I wanted. We let my daughter stay up late after we got home (the legacy of which I still live with...so be careful about this one) and we usually gave our maid Sats off as well as Sundays so we could have the whole house to ourselves as a family on the weekends.
One thing that also helped was organising an activity that my husband could take our daughter to on a Saturday - this started from about 6 months. I've tried to do the same with the youngest, with varying degrees of success (he now works more Sats)
While I didn't feel guilty about working fulltime and leaving my daughter in our helper's care, as she got older I started to get more annoyed about things like missing Halloween because of work travel or last minute functions, not being able to take her to birthday parties, or hearing the little stories straight after school.
Those of us with good domestic support are really blessed. I never had the career opportunities in Oz that I've enjoyed in HK, and I never had my commitment to my career questioned the way it was when I announced I was having a child while still working in Oz.
When working, I always considered that time "my time" because I was working at something I loved, and was able to have a cup of tea whenever I wanted. We let my daughter stay up late after we got home (the legacy of which I still live with...so be careful about this one) and we usually gave our maid Sats off as well as Sundays so we could have the whole house to ourselves as a family on the weekends.
One thing that also helped was organising an activity that my husband could take our daughter to on a Saturday - this started from about 6 months. I've tried to do the same with the youngest, with varying degrees of success (he now works more Sats)
I returned to work when my first child was 8 weeks old. This was the hardest thing I ever did. I had always enjoyed a fulfilling career with good money (I was main breadwinner) but it just didnt cut it for me anymore when I realised that someone else (an employee) knew more about my baby than I did and that I was missing out on time with my baby - time which is irreplaceable. It was not possible for me to work 9 to 5 hours and i was unable to strike a balance between maintaining a career and raising a family.
So my husband and I decided to really invest in our family (and I dont mean financial investment - there's plenty of time for that in a couple of years time) and I gave up work so I could be the main influence in my children's lives. We just about manage on one salary but personally I feel that it is more important to be there for the children in their formative years. We felt it was imprtant for te parent to be the one to nurse them through illnesses, develop their personalities, enjoy the precious moments etc. especially as we are not near family.
It was the best decision I ever made and cant work out for the life of me how I ever considered working full time, flat out as fullfilling!
So my husband and I decided to really invest in our family (and I dont mean financial investment - there's plenty of time for that in a couple of years time) and I gave up work so I could be the main influence in my children's lives. We just about manage on one salary but personally I feel that it is more important to be there for the children in their formative years. We felt it was imprtant for te parent to be the one to nurse them through illnesses, develop their personalities, enjoy the precious moments etc. especially as we are not near family.
It was the best decision I ever made and cant work out for the life of me how I ever considered working full time, flat out as fullfilling!
I do not have much positive advice but I wanted to sya that I am really struggling with the whole guilt thing. I find it increasingly hard being away from my 6mth old son.
My mother was left with four children under 10 when my father died. I was only 8 mths old. My mother obviously had to work and I always said that if I was to have children I would not work.
Life has not worked out like that. I went back to work when my son was 15 weeks.
I just take evry day as it comes. I am breast feeding and I think as Stephanie said this helps me to maintain a special bond with my son. We have elected to have a carer who does not live in and goes home as soon as I get home. I try and not work at weekends but if I have to then I work at home and generally whilst my son is sleeping.
I do not tend to go out at night. I have friends over to my place for dinner which is very possible as I have a live in maid. I have made a choice that until my son is older I will typically socialise with my friends in such a way to include my son. When he is older I will of course leave him with a babysitter but not too often.
Rationally I know that children are very adaptable and my son will gain positive things from my working. I try and find ways to mitigate the negatives. I just do not want to miss too much of his childhood.
Hmm just my thoughts, I hope they help
Oh on another note. A few of us have just started to set up a Saturday playgroup for working mums and dads. The first meet was in Stanley at tge beginning of March and we are planning another group after Easter. I will post details on here once I have made arrangements
Take care and do not be too hard on yourself.
My mother was left with four children under 10 when my father died. I was only 8 mths old. My mother obviously had to work and I always said that if I was to have children I would not work.
Life has not worked out like that. I went back to work when my son was 15 weeks.
I just take evry day as it comes. I am breast feeding and I think as Stephanie said this helps me to maintain a special bond with my son. We have elected to have a carer who does not live in and goes home as soon as I get home. I try and not work at weekends but if I have to then I work at home and generally whilst my son is sleeping.
I do not tend to go out at night. I have friends over to my place for dinner which is very possible as I have a live in maid. I have made a choice that until my son is older I will typically socialise with my friends in such a way to include my son. When he is older I will of course leave him with a babysitter but not too often.
Rationally I know that children are very adaptable and my son will gain positive things from my working. I try and find ways to mitigate the negatives. I just do not want to miss too much of his childhood.
Hmm just my thoughts, I hope they help
Oh on another note. A few of us have just started to set up a Saturday playgroup for working mums and dads. The first meet was in Stanley at tge beginning of March and we are planning another group after Easter. I will post details on here once I have made arrangements
Take care and do not be too hard on yourself.
Swoon
Banned
My son is about to turn one and I just recently resigned from work. I was one of these women who never thought I?d even consider this issue and had fully intended to continue to work as before. I went back right after maternity leave and, although very hard for the first month, I jumped back into it all. And like "armstroe" said, it was a bit of a reprieve to be able to read Business Week and have a coffee in quiet. I would also go to the gym at lunch time. I?ve also cherished having financial freedom my whole working life-long and couldn?t imagine having to explain why I bought the tenth pair of black shoes. This was really the hardest issue for me to grapple with when making my decision to quit.
So, why did I quit?
Working full-time (especially in HK), I only saw my son about a couple hours a day after work. When he was a small baby, it wasn?t so bad but now that he?s developing a personality and forming attachments, it?s just not enough to be there only 20 percent of the time. This leads to the second reason which "ag1" mentioned that someone else knew my baby better than I did and was there for him when he was tired, or happy, or upset, etc. Because she was spending so much time with him, it?s only natural that he is getting more and more attached to her. This doesn?t cut it for me either. I don?t want to be faced with the day where he hurts himself and runs to the helper instead of me.
Having tried the full-time work route, I have complete and utter admiration for all the mothers who can smoothly balance it all. At times, I do feel awful for not being able to be one of these women, but I?m hoping that once I adjust to this new phase, I won?t look back and I?ll be rewarded in many other ways. I?m intending to achieve my balance by finding part-time work in order to keep in touch with the work world and not letting all those years of building my career slip completely away.
So, why did I quit?
Working full-time (especially in HK), I only saw my son about a couple hours a day after work. When he was a small baby, it wasn?t so bad but now that he?s developing a personality and forming attachments, it?s just not enough to be there only 20 percent of the time. This leads to the second reason which "ag1" mentioned that someone else knew my baby better than I did and was there for him when he was tired, or happy, or upset, etc. Because she was spending so much time with him, it?s only natural that he is getting more and more attached to her. This doesn?t cut it for me either. I don?t want to be faced with the day where he hurts himself and runs to the helper instead of me.
Having tried the full-time work route, I have complete and utter admiration for all the mothers who can smoothly balance it all. At times, I do feel awful for not being able to be one of these women, but I?m hoping that once I adjust to this new phase, I won?t look back and I?ll be rewarded in many other ways. I?m intending to achieve my balance by finding part-time work in order to keep in touch with the work world and not letting all those years of building my career slip completely away.
I have a four-month-old and have been working part-time since the end of my maternity leave. So far, its working well - I get to spend the majority of the day with my son and get just enough intellectual stimulation to keep me going. Hopefully, I can avoid any future attachment problems with my helper. For those of you who can opt to work part-time, it really is the best solution.
Why guilt?
I can empathize with many moms who struggle to balance work and parenting. My wife and I have a 3.5yr daughter and a 1.5yr son. She stays home to take care of them.
We discuss a lot about parenting and career path as we both finish graduate studies overseas before we had our first born. Here are some of our ideas:
1) Both career and mothering are full-time work and so, we can hardly balance though I appreciate all such worthy effort. We make a choice and we need to be aware of what we gain/ lose. The word "balance" sometimes fails to remind us that we have made a choice. It's very tough for us to live on one income but we can fulfill most of the kids' needs financially because we fulfill the basic material needs. We work hard now for college fund and educational needs.
2) What a kid needs most should be balanced by the parents' perspective and the kid himself. As far as I know, infant and toddler needs a bonding with their care-taker, no matter if this is the mother, grandmom or the maid. Without such bonding, kids grow up with much suppressed anger inside esp. among boys. My suggestion is to allow such a caregiver to have a bonding with the kid. If she is the maid, include the maid as a part of the family. Spending quality time surely helps but we need to make sure they have an emotional bonding in their formative years.
3) I believe the guilt reminds us that we have made a choice. We have to work out our best in the choice we have made. We cannot make much room for such a guilt unless you believe this is a voice of your inner conviction that you need to take into consideration of the choice you want to make.
4) Though my wife stays home, it is not easy for her. I don't blindly believe if stay-home mom is better or worse than working mom. Both are choices we make for ourselves and for our children. We need to know the perspective from an infant of what they need before we make a decision for them. Knowing what they need, we can explore different solutions and staying home may only be one option to do so. Staying home also has its drawbacks in terms of taking care of kids' needs because the mom may burn-out faster than any jobs.
I can empathize with many moms who struggle to balance work and parenting. My wife and I have a 3.5yr daughter and a 1.5yr son. She stays home to take care of them.
We discuss a lot about parenting and career path as we both finish graduate studies overseas before we had our first born. Here are some of our ideas:
1) Both career and mothering are full-time work and so, we can hardly balance though I appreciate all such worthy effort. We make a choice and we need to be aware of what we gain/ lose. The word "balance" sometimes fails to remind us that we have made a choice. It's very tough for us to live on one income but we can fulfill most of the kids' needs financially because we fulfill the basic material needs. We work hard now for college fund and educational needs.
2) What a kid needs most should be balanced by the parents' perspective and the kid himself. As far as I know, infant and toddler needs a bonding with their care-taker, no matter if this is the mother, grandmom or the maid. Without such bonding, kids grow up with much suppressed anger inside esp. among boys. My suggestion is to allow such a caregiver to have a bonding with the kid. If she is the maid, include the maid as a part of the family. Spending quality time surely helps but we need to make sure they have an emotional bonding in their formative years.
3) I believe the guilt reminds us that we have made a choice. We have to work out our best in the choice we have made. We cannot make much room for such a guilt unless you believe this is a voice of your inner conviction that you need to take into consideration of the choice you want to make.
4) Though my wife stays home, it is not easy for her. I don't blindly believe if stay-home mom is better or worse than working mom. Both are choices we make for ourselves and for our children. We need to know the perspective from an infant of what they need before we make a decision for them. Knowing what they need, we can explore different solutions and staying home may only be one option to do so. Staying home also has its drawbacks in terms of taking care of kids' needs because the mom may burn-out faster than any jobs.
I am a working mom as well. I did feel a bit guilty leaving my daughter home with my maid. Most moms always want to be with her little one, like me, but the fact is that I am the main financial support of the family, if I quit my job, our lives will be totally different. Sometimes I am really jealous when my daughter smiles so sweet to my maid. She is much devoted to her instead of her own mom, but what else can I do beside spending the non-work hours with her?
It is all about personal choices. I believe the best parent is the one who keep trying her level best to be a good parent. You can still be the best mom to your kids if you are working full-time. Just make the most out of your free time with them.
I have been a stay-at-home mom for 10 months now. If it is not because of joining my hubby here in HK, I think I would still be a working mom and still not knowing what I could be missing at home. Initially, I thought I would be a full time mom for a few months and start looking for work here once I settled down. Well, it's almost a year now, I am still enjoying every moment of it.
A few of my ex-colleagues said as much as they envy my current full-time mom position, they cannot afford to do so themselves. I feel sorry for them and for their kids. They are trapped by their own lifestyles.
Of course, there are financial sacrifices we have to make. As parents, we have to decide which is more important to us. My hubby and I decided that we just have to live within our means. We live in a 500 sq feet apt. No helper. No international school for my daughter (No big loss here). I still have to look at recipe books whenever I cook. In return, I have the time to take my 2 year old to playgroups, music classes, library, parks. I have the time to bake brownies and chocolate cakes for her. The last 10 months have been an enriching experience for me. For full-time working mothers who are still undecided, give it a try.
I have been a stay-at-home mom for 10 months now. If it is not because of joining my hubby here in HK, I think I would still be a working mom and still not knowing what I could be missing at home. Initially, I thought I would be a full time mom for a few months and start looking for work here once I settled down. Well, it's almost a year now, I am still enjoying every moment of it.
A few of my ex-colleagues said as much as they envy my current full-time mom position, they cannot afford to do so themselves. I feel sorry for them and for their kids. They are trapped by their own lifestyles.
Of course, there are financial sacrifices we have to make. As parents, we have to decide which is more important to us. My hubby and I decided that we just have to live within our means. We live in a 500 sq feet apt. No helper. No international school for my daughter (No big loss here). I still have to look at recipe books whenever I cook. In return, I have the time to take my 2 year old to playgroups, music classes, library, parks. I have the time to bake brownies and chocolate cakes for her. The last 10 months have been an enriching experience for me. For full-time working mothers who are still undecided, give it a try.
Jealosy of working mom
How can a working mom not jealosy with the maid and still be close to their kids?
I don't have a definite answer. Since full-time work and parenting are choices to make, we can't have all the good stuff without any loss. 0-2 kids, as far as I know and experience, needs an emotional bonding with the primary or even secondary care-takers, whoever she/ he is. Such security sets up the foundation for other development. My opinion is that we should fulfill as much as we can such a need. If we make a choice for a maid and we go out to work, our kids will not stop having such bonding needs. So, I believe many working mom have not been well-informed of the needs of the kids before they make the choice.
In view of HK economy, many really may have to be a working mom. My suggestion is to include the maid as a part of the family. Don't overload her so that she will have reasonable capacity to stimulate the kids. However, it all depends on her character. Some may take advantage of it. Be happy to be the secondary care-giver. Don't spoil the kids with our money and gifts. They simply need you and your presence. Your good relationship with the maid will be a positive factor for all three parties.
How can a working mom not jealosy with the maid and still be close to their kids?
I don't have a definite answer. Since full-time work and parenting are choices to make, we can't have all the good stuff without any loss. 0-2 kids, as far as I know and experience, needs an emotional bonding with the primary or even secondary care-takers, whoever she/ he is. Such security sets up the foundation for other development. My opinion is that we should fulfill as much as we can such a need. If we make a choice for a maid and we go out to work, our kids will not stop having such bonding needs. So, I believe many working mom have not been well-informed of the needs of the kids before they make the choice.
In view of HK economy, many really may have to be a working mom. My suggestion is to include the maid as a part of the family. Don't overload her so that she will have reasonable capacity to stimulate the kids. However, it all depends on her character. Some may take advantage of it. Be happy to be the secondary care-giver. Don't spoil the kids with our money and gifts. They simply need you and your presence. Your good relationship with the maid will be a positive factor for all three parties.
I'm currently a junior at HKIS- and I'm writing the Junior Resarch paper based on the book Feminine Mystique and the idea that women would not mind giving up their careers in order to take care of their child. In order to make this research paper successsful, I need to interview mothers. So if you qualify these conditions and wouldn't be annoyed to be interviewed via email, then please contact me at [email protected] Any help would be REALLY appreciated!!
Qualitifcations:
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to give up your career in order to take care of your child full time and will not resume work (3 mothers)
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to give up your career in order to take care of your child full time and will resume work when your child grows to a certain age. (3 mothers)
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to work part time while taking care of your child (3mothers)
If you are interested in participating in my interview for my paper, just drop me an email and I will send you a short list of questions to answer.
Thank you so much!
- Yuli
My topic deals with everything mentioned in this forum, so if you guys are interested please please do drop me an email!
Qualitifcations:
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to give up your career in order to take care of your child full time and will not resume work (3 mothers)
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to give up your career in order to take care of your child full time and will resume work when your child grows to a certain age. (3 mothers)
- You worked full time at one point- then decided to work part time while taking care of your child (3mothers)
If you are interested in participating in my interview for my paper, just drop me an email and I will send you a short list of questions to answer.
Thank you so much!
- Yuli
My topic deals with everything mentioned in this forum, so if you guys are interested please please do drop me an email!
Ohhhh yes, I know what you mean. And I only work part time !
Some things which help me ease the guilt/save my sanity are:
* I work 3 days a week
* I work 8.30-5'ish, unless something is really important (about maybe 5 times this year)
* I take my computer home and catch up on work when my daughter is asleep, if need be
* I'm always there when she wakes up and goes to bed and if she wakes in the night
* If I'm home, the helper is not allowed to do anything child-related - I'm the parent
Hope those few suggestions help.
I am about to have #2 and have given serious consideration to giving up work altogether. Work is not supportive of the part time arrangements (despite practically getting a full time job done for 60% of the cost). I'm not progressing at all career wise. Makes me wonder why I bother???? I want to set a good example of working hard to my daughters, but at the same time want to be there for them. I am very conflicted about the whole issue.
Some things which help me ease the guilt/save my sanity are:
* I work 3 days a week
* I work 8.30-5'ish, unless something is really important (about maybe 5 times this year)
* I take my computer home and catch up on work when my daughter is asleep, if need be
* I'm always there when she wakes up and goes to bed and if she wakes in the night
* If I'm home, the helper is not allowed to do anything child-related - I'm the parent
Hope those few suggestions help.
I am about to have #2 and have given serious consideration to giving up work altogether. Work is not supportive of the part time arrangements (despite practically getting a full time job done for 60% of the cost). I'm not progressing at all career wise. Makes me wonder why I bother???? I want to set a good example of working hard to my daughters, but at the same time want to be there for them. I am very conflicted about the whole issue.
Hi,
My baby is now 6 months old, and I have taken a long leave from work. It was intended to be for one year, but I'm now thinking of new ways to be able to make ends meet financially and continue to be with my baby.
Before having my baby, I would never have thought of me like that. I guess that motherhood does change a woman.
I just wanted to tell you that even if I'm not in the same situation as you, I really sympathize, especially as I see many of my friends struggling with their career and motherhood, with all the emotions that come with it : guilt, jealousy, tiredness...
I think that the only solution is to tell yourselves that no matter what you do, what is important is that you love your baby, that she/he knows it, and that you do your best. :cheerlead
My baby is now 6 months old, and I have taken a long leave from work. It was intended to be for one year, but I'm now thinking of new ways to be able to make ends meet financially and continue to be with my baby.
Before having my baby, I would never have thought of me like that. I guess that motherhood does change a woman.
I just wanted to tell you that even if I'm not in the same situation as you, I really sympathize, especially as I see many of my friends struggling with their career and motherhood, with all the emotions that come with it : guilt, jealousy, tiredness...
I think that the only solution is to tell yourselves that no matter what you do, what is important is that you love your baby, that she/he knows it, and that you do your best. :cheerlead
Lisa Tarrant
Registered User
It is good to hear other people are the same as me! I was starting to think I was completely neurotic and half insane.. I was at home for my eldest daughter but had to return to work after my 2nd baby. It half kills me leaving the baby with the helper... I have very strong feelings that it should be me at home but at the same time I enjoy the freedom and independence of working... I also make sure I am home for bath and last feed etc etc but that is quite stressful in itself as I am constantly running out of meetings and looking quite unprofessional... which is why I decided to resign.. handed my notice in but have to work out my long resignation.. not sure if it is the right thing to do but at least I feel a bit better with myself for doing it!
I work full time and I don't feel any guilt because I know I am working to provide better education and opportunities for my boy. I do miss my boy when I'm at work so I would always get home the soonest I can. At night, we always sleep in same room with the baby (we feel the need to be close to him though I'm not sure he needs us to be there at night!). On weekends, we would give him all our time. We are blessed with a very caring and trustworthy helper. When we are at work, we know the baby is never alone or bored as the helper is there to play with him.
My baby loves the helper. Am I jealous of her? You bet I am sometimes, especially when in the middle of the night the baby woke up crying and he wouldn't settle until the helper came in and held him in her arms -- that really hurt!
My mum worked full time until she retired at 60. Both my brother and I have happy childhood and we never felt neglected because mum had to work. In fact, we both appreciate her working hard to provide for the family and our education.
In HK, not many women have the option to stay home. Many needs to work to pay the mortgage or save up for college fund, so I guess the society does not put pressure on working mums at all. And being born and brought up in HK, I, like most of my friends here feel it is just a natural thing for the mum to go back to work after ML. I never felt any guilt having to work full time!
My baby loves the helper. Am I jealous of her? You bet I am sometimes, especially when in the middle of the night the baby woke up crying and he wouldn't settle until the helper came in and held him in her arms -- that really hurt!
My mum worked full time until she retired at 60. Both my brother and I have happy childhood and we never felt neglected because mum had to work. In fact, we both appreciate her working hard to provide for the family and our education.
In HK, not many women have the option to stay home. Many needs to work to pay the mortgage or save up for college fund, so I guess the society does not put pressure on working mums at all. And being born and brought up in HK, I, like most of my friends here feel it is just a natural thing for the mum to go back to work after ML. I never felt any guilt having to work full time!
I went back to work when my first was 1 for 1 year, and when my second was 10 months old. I felt more guilt the first time. than the second time, primarily because I got over it. My children were cared for out of our home. I never really felt jealous that the children liked the provider better than be because I think there was a clear distiction between home and dayhome. I think if I did have an in home helper I would feel jealous because she would be around all the time and I would feel more threatened that the children would go to her over me. I did feel jealous that I was missing things. This was helper by the provider giving me a little note that would say what they ate, when napped, cute things they did or said, I saved some of them for the baby book.
The hard part for me is that on weekends ( I am too tired in the evenings I work) I then have to clean, buying groceries, run any errands, do laundry, try to cook some decent meals for a change, take care of the children while doing all this, and still I am supposed to have some "quality" time int here with them. On weekdays by the time they are in bed it is 8-830 pm and that is me time, so I don't do any of that then. I just cannot do it all, and I just put in my resignation last week.
1 month to go and I am done and really looking forward to it. I want to be the one to look after the children,I want to be able to take the children to swimming lessons, and soccer, and now I will be able to do those things. I have been back at work 6 months this time, have lost way too much weight and I am constantly stressed, as we also moved during this time, sold and bought a home, took a major trip and was more stress than relaxation. It is nice to work once in a while so I plan to work 1 or 2 evenings/ week, and maybe an occasional weekend, work it around my husbands schedule. I do worry about less money and no pension, but everyone keeps saying I will never regret being home with the children and I think they are right. I think it is about finding the right balance of work/family. Right now I am not enjoying work or home life, so that means it has got to change.
It was a really hard decision to quite. I have always worked. I was even crying when I told my manager. I am so embarrassed about that now! Now that it is done, I feel so much better, it is like a huge weight is off my shoulders
The hard part for me is that on weekends ( I am too tired in the evenings I work) I then have to clean, buying groceries, run any errands, do laundry, try to cook some decent meals for a change, take care of the children while doing all this, and still I am supposed to have some "quality" time int here with them. On weekdays by the time they are in bed it is 8-830 pm and that is me time, so I don't do any of that then. I just cannot do it all, and I just put in my resignation last week.
1 month to go and I am done and really looking forward to it. I want to be the one to look after the children,I want to be able to take the children to swimming lessons, and soccer, and now I will be able to do those things. I have been back at work 6 months this time, have lost way too much weight and I am constantly stressed, as we also moved during this time, sold and bought a home, took a major trip and was more stress than relaxation. It is nice to work once in a while so I plan to work 1 or 2 evenings/ week, and maybe an occasional weekend, work it around my husbands schedule. I do worry about less money and no pension, but everyone keeps saying I will never regret being home with the children and I think they are right. I think it is about finding the right balance of work/family. Right now I am not enjoying work or home life, so that means it has got to change.
It was a really hard decision to quite. I have always worked. I was even crying when I told my manager. I am so embarrassed about that now! Now that it is done, I feel so much better, it is like a huge weight is off my shoulders
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